someone from the past

I don't know what to title this but yesterday I was given an opportunity to see an ex-finance of mine. Yes believe it. For those of you that know me know's who that person is. Just to claify I don't have feelings for him and I forgave him a long time ago of what he did when 3 weeks before the wedding, yea I know crazy. Well the other night when I saw him it reminded me of the times that we had togther i know that life moves on too. It was good to see him again i was nervous and kind of not sure what to expect but it was a good thing in the end. Dinnner was good his wife was really nice and it was good to put a face with a name. I know it seems really crazy for me to want to see him again the thing that i thought was cool is that tom was the one that totally mentioned it and wanted to meet him so i was a bit taken back by it. All in all i was glad to see that ryan is doing good and that life is good for him. I have no ill will towards him or what happened between us in the past. I have lived and learned and learned to forgive as well. I could'nt learn to love someone else with out learning to forgive so there was no sense in dwelling on the past. Im happyily married now to a very wonderful man and the past is in the past im looking more towards the future and all the possiblities! Anyways thats my post i was a bit nervous about writing this cause i know i will probly get flack back from family if they read this but you know it dose'nt matter to me.